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[02 Apr 2007|09:16pm] |
I'm not like other guys.
I'm not.
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| Call me insensitive |
[16 Mar 2007|03:12pm] |
But my Mom is a total bitch.
EDIT: But who could blame her.
When things aren't rough, she's the best.
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| right. |
[21 Feb 2007|10:10pm] |
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Everyone is rooting for me, except for the one that matters.
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| rock on. |
[16 Feb 2007|10:43am] |
Life feels pretty good.
I want it to be good. There are a lot of pluses right now, but some very major negatives that I hope shrink down.
My Mom starts chemo therapy today. She's sick (a non-cancer related sickness), and that's not a good thing. I don't pray, but I hope that she makes it through to the other side today. She means the world to me, even if I rarely show it. I wouldn't be a quarter of the man I am today without her in my life.
On the other hand, Becka is fantastic. I'd say more but nuff' said.
I put on a dress yesterday. Someone thought I wouldn't do it, so I did it. Now apparently I'm his hero.
And last but not least:
"Everyone has something to apologize for, it's just a matter of when that is appropriate to be forgiven."
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| Strange encounters. |
[11 Feb 2007|12:01pm] |
A good friend of mine (that is a girl) admitted to having a crush on me the other night. Admittedly, when I first met her way back when, I made it roughly clear that I had some kind of interest, but it kind of got swept under the rug as new people entered and exited my life. I didn't think she'd ever like me that way, so I didn't bother pursuing any goals.
But of course there's still Megan, but the more I think about it, the more I know that I'm fishing in a river where nothing is going to bite. If nothing has happened by now, then it's not going to happen and I accepted it before I even realized it.
If I have a better chance with someone who has equal interest back then with someone who I've worked more than I should for, I should probably go with the former.
But, my friend, her name is Becka. She's funny and matches me in wackiness. We could just bounce off eachother like super bouncy balloons. She's also gorgeous (in my humble opinion). So yeah.
Of course there's still that whole new years "no relationships for a year" thing.
And I'm not going to jump to conclusions, I'm going to see if it really is worth it before I pull the plug on my stupid resolution. I'm sure it will be, but you know paranoia.
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| fo'shing. |
[22 Jan 2007|07:08am] |
First day back.
Let's kick it up.
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| Fuck. |
[18 Jan 2007|05:03pm] |
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My Mom has cancer again.
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| Man |
[11 Jan 2007|10:59pm] |
I've been so busy lately and it's only getting busier.
I love the fact that I have friends and going out with them, having a good time. I've done more in 2007 so far than I really did all year of 2006. Maybe it's the fact that I have a job. But I'm feeling like I'm out there. I'm out to have a good time. Not get bogged down by life's qualms. There's no better feeling then being around the people you care about most and having a good time.
I've especially bonded with Andrew, which is surprising. Andrew and I were really just friends because I was friends with Tiff and he was friends with Stephen and Tiff and Stephen are together so Andrew and I met. I'd only see him if we were going bowling and otherwise we never got much involved. But once Stephen and Tiff went out west it was just me and Andrew. We hung out once, I think. To go see X-Men. Oh and another time we saw Tokyo Drift, but otherwise yeah. Nada. Then Andrew and I went to visit Tiff and Stephen in Middleboro, and it's an hour and half drive there, and then another hour and a half back.
Well, I hate extended silences, and on the second time coming back from their place, Andrew and I got into some lengthy conversations about ourselves and our lives, pasts, hobbies, etc. Turns out we have a lot to talk about, and I really got to understand (in some ways) why Andrew is who he is. It seemed like, in my life, he was just there to give me a punch when I said something stupid. Now Andrew and I go out to see movies, out to lunch, go bowling by ourselves. It's been great. I've really enjoyed his company.
And I don't get punched anymore.
But I still say stupid things.
But yeah. I have the best set of friends I could ask for.
And hahaha, when we went bowling tonight Mark and I won whoopy cushions in the arcade and kept setting them off and it was hilarious. I felt like a little kid.
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Tomorrow I leave for North Carolina to visit my brother and his family. It's going to be so awesome, he just told me some of the stuff we're going to do and I'm ecstatic.
Rock on.
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| 2007. |
[01 Jan 2007|12:05am] |
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LUKE CAGE AKA POWER MAN SAYS MOTHAFUCKIN' HAPPY NEW YEAR!
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| Grades. |
[31 Dec 2006|12:02pm] |
Biology: B-
English Comp: B+
Algebra 2: B
Intro Psych: A
I can't believe I got that in Biology.
I am so fucking happy.
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| HAPPY HOLIDAY |
[24 Dec 2006|07:20am] |
Merry christmas everyone.
I get to work.
:-)
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| Resolution. |
[16 Dec 2006|01:11am] |
2007 is going to be the worst year for me.
:-)
No one will get this.
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[14 Dec 2006|11:41pm] |
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I try too hard.
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| Can't stop the disease. |
[03 Dec 2006|03:54pm] |
My day will consist of returning movies to Blockbuster.
My day will consist of THINKING about doing four pages of my research paper.
My day will consist of DOING those four pages of my research paper.
My day will consist of LYING about doing those four pages of my research paper.
I feel weird. Internally, it kind of feels like my gut is trying to run around, but not in a "I'm gonna puke" way. It's just racing. Like something is up.
What else?
My job is great. As long as I'm not tired, because then I forgot to ask people about our online program and then I get scolded.
Poo.
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| Homecoming. |
[20 Nov 2006|11:10pm] |
Guys, if you don't already know, I'll be at school on Wednesday for the homecoming celebration.
And I'll be at the game on Thursday too.
So expect to see me.
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| Whooa.... |
[18 Nov 2006|06:45pm] |
I just deleted ten of my entries thinking that it was time to refresh the journal again.
Then I decided. No more deleting. This stuff, however vague or explicit. Has stuff I don't even remember.
Sometimes it's better to forget.
But then sometimes it's not.
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| Deersfield schmeersfield. |
[30 Sep 2006|09:58pm] |
Deersfield Fair this year kicked butt.
Some great rides. Especially when you're high on sugar and your ADHD meds have worn off.
Two steak and cheese subs. TWO!
Naps are great on grass. No, like, on real grass. Not the drug.
I apparently have a pet scorpian named Cornelius. That's why you need to watch what you say.
I also got a Calvin and Hobbes t-shirt for FOUR BUCKS! Yay!
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.........And if you're ever stuck in a headlock and your only means of escape is to suckerpunch the perp's giblets, just watch out for little girls that are watching you. Because the only way you can really respond is by telling them not to do drugs.
Seriously guys. Don't do drugs. No one wants to get their giblets suckerpunched.
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| YAAAAAAAAWN...I'm tired... |
[27 Sep 2006|07:15pm] |
I have to re-write my english piece for tomorrow.
I haven't started yet. Bleh.
I watched an episode of Lost to get my brain flowin, because whenever I watch something my brain activates and dissects it and that's when I really can write.
I think it's working. Lost is perfect for my brain.
Andrew gave me a Death Cab cd. They're pretty sweet.
Today Amanda and I sat on the lawn outside the fitness center and she jumped on my back and we spun around until we got dizzy and fell over.
I need to get cramming on my psychology test. I do have a math one tomorrow but I'm not worried in it at the slightest. Psych though, that's a different story. I don't think I'm going to do bad, but I want to do as good as possible.
I put my english book, my math book, and a Scrabble box on top of my Butterfinger box because I had five yesterday. I should be dead.
Speaking of Scrabble. I have a girlfriend now. I bet you can't guess who it is.
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| ACHOOO!! |
[26 Sep 2006|07:20am] |
I'm always a might stuffy in the morning.
It's kinda gross actually.
The show Heroes (which premiered last night) was AWESOME!
It's funny because two people IMed me right after the show had ended and basically knew I had watched it.
That's how well people can read me. If it has to do with superheroes or something comicbooky, I'm there.
Maybe I need to throw people off a bit. Take ballet or something. Or martial arts.
Gigga gigga whah!
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| Zomg. |
[25 Sep 2006|10:01pm] |
I'm going to be a hero.
Some way. Some how. Some day.
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